A confession of something taking control of me
The story
For many years now I have been struggling with addiction to pornography. I have tried doing things to distract myself and even hit myself on my hand with a ruler when I disobeyed myself. My porn addiction feels like I have been turned into a puppet on strings, feeling like I am unable to do something about it even when I feel like I have tried my absolute best to get away from it. I feel like I am going to hell for being trapped by online lust. I just want to be forgiven and happy. What can I do? I feel like absolute shit and almost run dry of hope. I honestly feel scared.
Am I a bad person, and am I going to hell for this?
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Points of view
Man, addiction's tough as hell. It's like fighting a losing battle when you feel those strings pulling; been there with my own demons. But hey, don't beat yourself up too hard, alright? You’re not alone in this struggle! A ton of folks are facing similar issues and coming out stronger; maybe reach out to some support groups or therapy...the right help can be a game-changer!