How to tell if your gay?
The story
Ok so here's the deal. I'm in a solid relationship with my girl, been togetha' for a few years and everythin' seems chill on the surface. We have a good thing going, no big fights or drama right? BUT (and here's where things get all messed up)... I find myself catchin' feelings for a dude at work. Yeah, you heard me - my male colleague. And it's not just like 'oh he's cool'...it's what some people call a full-on crush! 🙄 So now I'm sittin' here wonderin', 'am I gay now'? I mean, do feelings towards a guy suddenly make me switch sides or is this just one of those weird phases everyone talks about? It's confusing as hell cause growing up I've always been about girls, never thought much about guys except maybe admiring their skills in sports or whatever but never like this. Now I catch myself thinkin', damn he looks good or damn I'd wanna grab a drink after work with him alone.
You ever feel like yer brain wants to sabotage everything? That's how it feels right now: real messy, super chaotic. Like I'm second-guessing all this thinkin' 'could this crush on my homie jeopardize what I have goin’ at home?' And even then why does it even MATTER man? Do these feelingz somehow determine who the hell I am in the sexuality department? All these damn pop culture refs throw gender n romance around makin' it seem all fluid and stuff which obviously ain't making this carnival ride any easier bro. So there we are... battling some unexpected curveballs life decided to throw without heads up; tryin’ to keep things rollin’ smoothly while not knowing if that’s possible when you’re standing on quicksand.
