Sometimes I wish I had someone. Either a bestfriend or a boyfriend. Only problem is idk if I can be someone’s person yk. I mean I wouldn’t think I’m a bad person but I can be childish at times like still watching cartoons or maybe too naive at times.

I feel like I’m not at the pace as my fellow classmates and feel like I’m failing a race of some sorts. I just wish I had someone who would love me for me. But I also think that even if I had that, I’ll be too anxious and ruin everything up.

It’s like I’m on a string, being held like a puppet and waiting for the inevitable to happen where the string snaps or it’s cut. I have so much doubt and worry that Idk if I can actually hold a relationship.

Sometimes I believe I’m not made for relationships. Not to sound edgy 😭 but seriously, something is not right with me. Idk what it is but I always assumed it was my social anxiety. However, I feel like it’s something much deeper than that. I struggle a lot and idk why

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