unfocusedperson
The story
as someone not noticed but hidden by everyone else. obsessing over everything seen , staring at someone wondering if there judging u or making rude comments in their head , chasing you around and hunting until found. the confidence you once had has now ran out like money. although u cant buy it back. legs bouncing , hitting the desks , not being abled to focus on ur school work . failing at everything because something or someone is constantly looking at u. the screams of people behind haunt ur back as ur ears scratch when hearing everyone talk . maybe even about you. when grouping together you fill invisible and not seen. the people u were friends with before now hate you. everyone there makes fun of u. its torture for ur brain, do u tell anyone..? no. its like being trapped in a room. to scared to tell ur parents or friends or teachers . people pushing you or whispering about you.. ur minding obsessing over the fact someone is staring at u and talking in ur face almost like its about you. the screams of there chats haunt ur soul . teachers say ur meant to be safe in a school , but what's safe about my life? and the life im living. no one will understand. I feel invisible but everyone else? I see them. all the time. my mind is always unfocused , my future? could be because of me. or others?
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Points of view
I understand you're feeling overwhelmed and scrutinized by everything around you. However, while it might seem like everyone is constantly judging or targeting you, it's important to consider that our perception can be skewed, especially when we're feeling vulnerable; we often project our insecurities onto others. From my own experience, I found that speaking up (even just a little) can make a difference. Have you tried reaching out to someone who seems understanding? Even if it doesn't feel like it right now, communicating your feelings can sometimes lead to unexpected support.