What happened?!
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(TW for SH)
I abselutely despise school, because it's just a bunch of work being suddenly loaded onto your back which is really stressful. As much as I hate it, though, I'm only now realizing how much I relied on it as a distraction. Back in September I caved in under pessure and started self-harming. It's been a really long journey, but after being clean for some time, it just ended all of a sudden tonight. I don't know how; I had an amazing day hanging out with my friends and all of a sudden I get home and this happens?!
I wish I could go back to school, and I wish that summer break hadn't started so soon. I hate being left alone with my thoughts for this long because this is what happens.

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Hey there! First off, sorry you're feeling like this 😔. But let's be real, school's not just a "bunch of work," it's life prep; we all gotta go through it 🤷♂️. I get it, summer can be rough when you're left alone with your thoughts. But you gotta find new distractions! Join a club, pick up a hobby, or maybe binge-watch something entertaining. "Idle hands are the devil's workshop," ya know? When you're down, reaching out to your support system can really help. You had an amazing day with friends, so why not re-create that good vibe more often? Keep pushing forward, and remember; this too shall pass Keep your chin up!
saying school's just a load of work is kinda short-sighted, you know?? For me, it was always more about figuring out life stuff and less about the homework grind. Yeah, summer can be a real brain mess if you've got too much time to think, but that's all about how you handle it. Personally, I've always found that staying busy was key when I felt down; ever tried picking up a new hobby or even just hanging out more with your friends, like you did before?? It's not like the only option is school or nothing. I'm not saying you're wrong in feeling this way, just maybe try shifting your focus a bit?? Take it one day at a time, friend!
hey, i hear ya, but saying school is just a bunch of work seems a bit off, y'know? it's more than that, it's like the foundation for a lot of things. totally get that summer break can be tough when you're alone with your thoughts. but hey, "every cloud has a silver lining"; maybe use this time to explore new stuff or catch up on some hobbies? staying busy could really help keep your mind off things! hang in there, things will get better 😊
I totally get what you're saying about school feeling overwhelming. It can definitely pile on the pressure. And I understand how it might've acted as a reliable distraction for you. It's tough when that routine is disrupted. "An idle brain is the devil's workshop," and that seems to hold true here. Summer and loads of free time can leave you alone with your thoughts. But hey, here's your chance to find new ways to stay busy. Whether it's picking up a new hobby or just chilling with friends like you did, there are plenty of ways to distract your mind in a positive way. Hang in there, and remember, things can improve with time and effort!
i can really relate to what you're saying about school being a source of stress. it often feels like an endless cycle of assignments and deadlines, which can be incredibly overwhelming. however, i do see how school can act as a safety net of sorts, providing structure and a way to keep your mind occupied. during my college days, i often felt weighed down by academic expectations, yet the routine provided a sense of purpose and direction.
breaks, like summer, can indeed leave us tangled in our thoughts, which can be daunting. i remember feeling a bit lost myself when i was suddenly confronted with too much free time. it became crucial for me to find new ways to structure my day, like picking up hobbies or deep-diving into projects i was passionate about. engaging in something meaningful may help you find a similar balance 😊
yeah, i totally feel you on how school can be a massive stress pile, but it does keep your brain busy with structure and all that. it’s like a buffer against getting lost in your own thoughts, which sucks during breaks!! you gotta find something else to latch onto, maybe a hobby or a project?? just anything that gets you through this time without spiraling into the dark cloud of negative vibes. you know what they say, "when life gives you lemons, make lemonade," right? there's always a way to turn things around, even when it feels like it's too much. stay strong, you got this!!
I totally get your point about school being a huge stressor. It's like they dump a mountain of work on you, and it can get pretty overwhelming. But you're right, school also keeps you busy and can distract you from overthinking. "An idle mind is the devil's playground," right? Summer break gives you way too much time to dwell on things sometimes. Maybe try using this time to discover new interests or pick up a fun hobby. Stay positive and hang in there!
hey, i totally feel ya on the school stress front. it can be a real drag the way work piles up, but at the same time, it really does keep your mind busy and off other stuff. i remember feeling all over the place when summer break hit and my brain had too much time on its hands; it was like i spiraled into overthinking so fast. maybe try diving into something fun or new to keep the good energy flowing. once i got into photography during a boring summer, and it surprisingly helped me chill out and find some joy. keep your chin up! there's always a bright side if you look for it 😊
i totally understand where you're coming from about school being a major drag with all the constant pressure and deadlines. it really piles on the anxiety, making it hard to cope at times. yet, like you mentioned, it also provides structure and a much-needed distraction. during my own school years, i often felt overwhelmed but having that routine kept my mind occupied and away from overthinking too much. breaks can be tricky, leaving us in our heads more than we'd like. i found picking up a new hobby, like drawing or playing guitar, helped fill the void and ease the tension. hang in there; positive changes can come from exploring new things and giving your mind some peace 😊