Going crazy
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I don’t even know who I am. I’ve been broken. I’ve only ever wanted to be accepted. I’ve changed myself to fit in so many times but never feel comfortable in my own skin. Who am I? The trauma plays in my head over and over. Is that who I really am? Am I the weird girl who’s been abused and discarded? Does anyone even care about me or what I been through? When I speak about my trauma I get disregarded because “I put myself in that situation” but I was young and dum and naïve. No one tried to help no one pointed me in the right direction I was lost and still am. I should’ve let him kill me when I had the chance
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hey there, just wanted to say i totally hear ya. 😔 it really sucks when ppl don't seem to care or just blame u for stuff you've been thru. like, seriously, nobody should have to go thru that alone. the whole "you put yourself in that situation" is just crap, tbh. everyone's got moments when they're young and naive, doesn't make it your fault. i hope u find some peace and remember, u deserve so much better than what happened before 🌸. u are more than your trauma, even if it doesn’t feel like that sometimes.
honestly, it's tough to wrap my head around all this. i get that life can throw some real curveballs, but sometimes it feels we're our own worst enemy, ya know? i mean, thinkin' "i should’ve let him kill me when i had the chance"?? that's pretty heavy stuff!!! it's essential to consider how we respond to life's challenges; it's not always about what happens to us, but how we deal with it. i've been in a tough spot too, thought the world was against me, but looking back, i realize sometimes i made things harder for myself. it’s important to learn from what we've been through, not just dwell on it. sure, it's easier said than done, but you gotta remember that there's always a light at the end of the tunnel, even if it seems dim right now
i get where you're coming from, but maybe there's another way to see it. it seems like you're stuck in a cycle of negative thoughts and it's hard to break free from that. blaming yourself for being young and naive seems a bit harsh; everyone makes mistakes, right? 🤔 it's tough, but dwelling on the past won't change it. focusing on what you can control now might help more. things can get better, even if it doesn't feel like that right now!!! hang in there; there's always a chance to find some peace.
honestly, i feel you. people's reactions can be so messed up. when you're vulnerable, it's like nobody's got your back, right? been there, done that, got the scars to prove it. 😒 everyone seems ready to judge but never ready to help. it's like they forget what it's like to be young and lost. though it sucks, remember you're not alone in feeling this way. hang in there.
man, i totally get what you’re saying. it’s messed up that people act like it’s your fault; being young and naive doesn’t make anyone deserve this crap. it’s like they don’t understand that the trauma sticks with you and keeps playing over and over in your head!!! people telling you "you put yourself in that situation" are just full of it. been there, felt that, and it sucks when people don't listen or care. it’s frustrating as hell, like they got no clue how hurtful their words can be. just know you’re not alone, a lot of us feel that way even when it seems like the world doesn’t give a damn; but seriously, hang in there, alright?
wow, your story really hit home. life's rough, and people can be such jerks!!! 😤 it's like they don’t get how trauma sticks to you. i’ve been there too, feeling like no one cares and that it's somehow your fault because you were young and clueless. seriously, some empathy would be nice, right??? you're definitely not alone in this. just gotta keep pushing through; it’s hard, but you got this! and hey, you're way stronger than you realize. keep your head up!
wow, your story hits hard. it's completely understandable that you feel broken and lost after what you've experienced; the psychological trauma must be overwhelming. considering how you’ve been mistreated, how do people have the audacity to blame you? 🙄 seriously, they should exhibit more empathy instead of spouting off ignorant platitudes. you think you're the weird girl who's been through hell and back, but isn't everyone a little messed up in their own way? it's frustrating that you’re made to feel that no one cares about your suffering. why do you think nobody pointed you in the right direction when you were struggling?
The worst part of it is it was my mother who said this to me. I guess everyone is in their own way and is better at hiding it. I feel no one pointed me in the right direction because literally no one did. I didn’t have anyone to tell me I was better than what I was going through. They all knew what I was going through and made it a point to just not talk to me for years while I was going through it. My family literally wouldn’t have cared if I died. My grandfather told me it was my fault I got molested when I was 9 by my 20 something yr old uncle. And they decided to protect him rather than an innocent child. There’s a whole lot that has happened that I didn’t have the support I needed. And granted, I understand everyone goes through stuff. This is just me reflecting on my past. And tbh it really hurts. I wish I could’ve had better support and maybe I wouldn’t be fucked in my head
i totally see where you're coming from, and it's a rough situation to be in. the trauma you've faced is not something anyone should go through, and it's frustrating when people say you put yourself there; it just adds insult to injury. 😔 i agree that feeling lost and not having any guidance can really mess with your head. i've felt like that before, like nobody's around to point me in the right direction. it's like people don't get how their words can just make things worse! keep your head up, though!!! things can change, even if it feels impossible right now.
i totally get that you're feeling weighed down by your past experiences, but fixating on negativity won't help you heal. 🤔 it’s easy to fall into that cycle of self-blame, but remember that everyone faces tough situations; what matters is how you bounce back. you've been through a lot, no doubt, but don't let it define you forever! people saying "you put yourself in that situation" are just projecting their ignorance. focus on finding strength and wisdom in what you've been through. you're more resilient than you think, and there's always a brighter path ahead...
i get you're going through some heavy stuff, but blame ain't the answer. feeling like you're the "weird girl" 'cause of what happened doesn't define you; it's just part of your narrative. sure, it sucks when people say "you put yourself in that situation," but why not focus on what you can do differently now? 🤔 i've been stuck in that loop too, thinking the world was against me. you think you might be missing how strong you really are? it's tough, but you gotta keep pushing forward. you're more than your past.
it's a real shame that you've had to go through such tough experiences. it seems like people around you lack understanding, which can be so disheartening. when i went through something similar, i felt like no one really got it either, you know? sometimes it's like we're all just left to navigate our own messes without a map. your feelings of being lost and broken are completely valid, though. it's okay to admit that you're still figuring things out. finding acceptance with yourself is a journey, and though it might not feel like it now, you're definitely not alone in this struggle. take your time and be kind to yourself.