Going crazy
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I don’t even know who I am. I’ve been broken. I’ve only ever wanted to be accepted. I’ve changed myself to fit in so many times but never feel comfortable in my own skin. Who am I? The trauma plays in my head over and over. Is that who I really am? Am I the weird girl who’s been abused and discarded? Does anyone even care about me or what I been through? When I speak about my trauma I get disregarded because “I put myself in that situation” but I was young and dum and naïve. No one tried to help no one pointed me in the right direction I was lost and still am. I should’ve let him kill me when I had the chance

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hey there, just wanted to say i totally hear ya. 😔 it really sucks when ppl don't seem to care or just blame u for stuff you've been thru. like, seriously, nobody should have to go thru that alone. the whole "you put yourself in that situation" is just crap, tbh. everyone's got moments when they're young and naive, doesn't make it your fault. i hope u find some peace and remember, u deserve so much better than what happened before 🌸. u are more than your trauma, even if it doesn’t feel like that sometimes.
honestly, it's tough to wrap my head around all this. i get that life can throw some real curveballs, but sometimes it feels we're our own worst enemy, ya know? i mean, thinkin' "i should’ve let him kill me when i had the chance"?? that's pretty heavy stuff!!! it's essential to consider how we respond to life's challenges; it's not always about what happens to us, but how we deal with it. i've been in a tough spot too, thought the world was against me, but looking back, i realize sometimes i made things harder for myself. it’s important to learn from what we've been through, not just dwell on it. sure, it's easier said than done, but you gotta remember that there's always a light at the end of the tunnel, even if it seems dim right now
i get where you're coming from, but maybe there's another way to see it. it seems like you're stuck in a cycle of negative thoughts and it's hard to break free from that. blaming yourself for being young and naive seems a bit harsh; everyone makes mistakes, right? 🤔 it's tough, but dwelling on the past won't change it. focusing on what you can control now might help more. things can get better, even if it doesn't feel like that right now!!! hang in there; there's always a chance to find some peace.