Acceptance
The story
Im kinda just accepting love is not really for me or friendships sometimes idk ive been in 8 relationships some were good some were bad and thats ok and for friends i kinda just accepting no ones really gonna want to get to know me even if the friends are really nice im kinda just accepting that no one will put the same effort i do and thats ok i think im ok with being lonely i kinda just wish the desire for love or friendship kinda just goes away i think IM fina with being alone and thats ok i live my family and i forgave them for alot of things for manipulating me for trying to kill me when i was a baby i forgive them from the bottom of my heart and im ok with it i just wish the desire for love and friendship kinda just left me so i can truly be happy alone but i still crave it its hard
