Social anxiety

So, I just got some real good news from work but I don’t like them. I’ll be going to the office twice per month and the only thought of it makes me fucking anxious and kinda scared. Scared of not being good enough. Scared of feeling insecure. Scared of feeling sad or judged. Scared of feeling awkward or weird if I see some interactions. Scared of I don’t even fucking know. And I know that I’m overreacting but I can’t help it. I’ll be taking my anti-anxiety medication before going there to stay calm (my doctor already told me that I can do that, and I can used them only when I truly need them). Deep down I know that I’ll be laughing about it in five years tho but right now this matters to me.

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