why do i feel unmotivated?

I'm really at a loss for words these days when it comes to understanding why my motivation has seemingly evaporated before my very eyes. You see, the company I work for is in the technology sector, and it has been undergoing a revolving door of layoffs every three months or so. Although I haven't been directly affected just yet, there's this unsettling cloud that looms ominously over my productivity. Colleagues are constantly on edge, looking over their shoulders and whispering in hushed tones about who might be next to face the ax. Meanwhile, I'm here trying to muster even an ounce of enthusiasm for projects that once held my complete attention and interest.

With each round of layoffs announced from corporate headquarters, it's like another nail gets driven into the coffin containing any scrap of drive I have left; The constant uncertainty feels draining and somewhat demoralizing when you realize that no one's position seems entirely secure anymore. It's difficult not to feel as though I'm merely biding my time until the guillotine falls on me too, especially when everyone around seems equally afflicted by this wearying cycle of worrying anticipation and lackluster office morale. However detached I attempt to remain from what happens during these downsizing periods (as if they were some distant thing happening elsewhere) the reality can't quite be shaken off: we're all cogs in a system more disposable than we'd like to admit.

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