Seriously, why do you act like that??
The story
My father has been such a raging asshole recently. Not just to me but all of his kids. Everything i do is wrong. I was hanging out with my sister while cleaning my room, we had the rats out running around while I cleaned. And he came in and yelled at me and her for letting the rats roam in my room. So I put them away. Then he started yelling at me about how my room was a mess. (I was literally cleaning as he was yelling at me) so I gave up. And layed in bed. Then he was yelling at my sister's for everything. I was trying to eat the dinner he made, but it was triggering my sensory issues (we bread) so I kept cringing so he told me to throw it away if I was gonna keep making grossed out faces and yelled when I said it was good I just didn't like how it felt so I was trying to eat it. He then took it away. And then right before I went to bed I was waiting to use the bathroom but my brother was blowdrying his hair, so I was just waiting, and when he asked what I was doing and I said "waiting for the bathroom" he yelled at me for not knocking on the door? And now he's yelling at me because I was 15 mins late to school this morning because I woke up late because I've felt sick nonstop for the past like 2 weeks and I've been having trouble staying asleep. So I'm exhausted. But seriously. Why have you been acting like that? What the fuck is the point? If your pissed off about something just stop taking it out on your kid. Especially your kid with the most violent and destructive tendencies because I don't know how much I can take before I take it out on him or myself. I'm not only pissed off I'm scared.
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It's genuinely rough dealing with all that chaos in your home. Sounds like a pretty intense environment. 😔 No one should feel that way under their own roof. Family can be challenging, and it might really help to have a chat with your dad to try to clear the air. Maybe he's going through something too and doesn't realize how his actions are affecting everyone.
Hang in there. 🤞 Open communication might loosen those tight knots. Just remember to mind your peace and safety above all else.
dealing with a tough home environment can really test one's patience... sounds like you're navigating a stormy sea :( it's understandable to feel frustrated when communication breaks down like that! perhaps exploring a calm conversation with your father might untangle some of the tension? keep your cool and remember that seeking a bit of peace is totally valid. you're looking for a resolution which is a good step forward 👍 take care of yourself while you work through this!
sounds like you're really goin' through it at home 😕
sounds like there's a lot goin' on... but sometimes things ain't as one-sided as they seem... maybe your dad's under pressure too? and it's coming out like this 🤔 it's tricky when emotions are high and there's a "cause and effect" loop... maybe try understanding his "triggers" too??? it could help bridge the gap!!! communication's a two-way street remember??? 🙃