I Feel Pathetic and Empty in a World Full of Expectations
The story
I want to be good but i feel pathetic all the time because nothing happens in my life and im not really interested in a lot of things unfortunately so i dont really go to any clubs and plus i know i grow to despise it because i hate being forced to do stuff i feel like in school that im just on autopilot and nothing happens nothing interest me not even my games its just a temporary escape and i feel like i can't get oxygen all the time and i wish to be alone but low and behold i feel like im constantly being watched like the world is just waiting for me to break under all its problems i constantly feel depressed i constantly dont want to go outside I constantly just don't want to do anything any more because whats even the point everything feels so empty and fake
