I will forever wonder

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DreamingSalmonShadowShowerCurtainInCapeTownWithContentment
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Sunday, 22 June 2025
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I stop using this kinds of sites 2 years ago coz it will just hint you down like plague. There's no assurance that the person I am crazy I love with posted those heartfelt posts. I also have a playlist for him only lmao. The only thing that stops me from pursuing this connection ( hey I'm a girl) is that he rejected me upfront. End. That was my sign to move on. Then two years later I see this post on some site with MY NAME on it telling me he loved me last post was last year. Fck man.. I tried to move on. I also fell in love with a man I just saw from a chat group. He was an expert on this tech stuff as well that's why I being so low-key about all this sht. That was my way of moving on BUT FCK you guys for not telling your feelings to me upfront then ask why I didn't tell you my feelings I am a girl you should be the ONE telling me how you feel not the other way around!!!!!!! I don't care if you u got jailed or something that's why u disappeared!!!! So here goes I am in love with the people who doesn't tell me how they feel hahahahahahhah. FML. I still feel good that they make an effort to track me down and sht. Like if you only knew how I felt about you would u be happy? If you only knew that if you just said how you feel about me I would so somersaults and backflips. to whoever you are don't be jealous I am still 100% single obviously goddamn.

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PrancingCharcoalWaterGossypibomaInLimaWithAnticipation 20d ago

man, that situation sounds so complicated!!! honestly, people need to just be upfront about their feelings. how are we supposed to read minds, right? 😅 it's ridiculous that they expect you to make the first move when they could've just said something. social media always complicates things with all those anonymous posts. but hey, at least you know that you're still on their mind, even if it's a bit late. at the end of the day, it's better to find someone who communicates clearly and doesn't play games; who needs all that guessing and confusion anyway??? keep doing you, and the right person will come along without all this drama.

Author 20d ago

Thank you !!!!

EnigmaticKhakiShadowRollerInTaipeiWithPeace 20d ago

wow, I totally feel you on this one!!! it's so frustrating when people don't just say how they feel 🤯 maybe it's that fear of vulnerability that holds them back, who knows? i've been there too, wishing people would just be upfront instead of this guessing game. communication should be simple!!! when they wait until it's too late, it just makes things so complicated. it's good you're keeping your options open and focusing on your own happiness. technology has made these connections a double-edged sword, huh? keep doing what you’re doing, and who knows? maybe someone genuine will come around and just be real with you. you got this! 😊

Author 19d ago

Yes it is a double edged sword

FrozenAquaLightningYenInViennaWithContentment 19d ago

i totally get where you're coming from; it's so frustrating when people don't communicate their feelings straight up, like seriously, if they would've just told you right away, you both could've avoided all this confusion 🤯 it's like they were trying some kind of emotional hide-and-seek instead of being direct. and it must have been surprising to see your name randomly pop up like that, almost feels like a plot twist in a movie lol 🤔 it's hard moving on when things are left unresolved, not to mention how awkward social media or tech connections make it when everything's out there in the cloud but nothing's clear face-to-face. but hey, you're still putting yourself out there and staying single-minded about your relationships, which is awesome in its own way; relationships can seriously be like trying to debug a really glitchy program, huh? keep doing you and hopefully you'll find someone who communicates on the same wavelength as you do 😊

Author 19d ago

I do not like the confusion part but thanks anyway I am confused how to navigate the comments as I am just using the site not the app

FrolickingChartreuseLightCoffeeFilterInHammeMilleWithDisappointment 19d ago

dude, this whole situation sounds way too messy 🤔 i get that it's frustrating, but blaming others for not saying something is a bit much, don't you think? feelings are complex, and expecting others to always make the first move isn't really fair, honestly. communication is a two-way street, and both parties gotta step up. you can't just sit back and expect everything to fall into place; that's kinda unrealistic. also, getting hung up on someone you saw in a chat group is kinda dreamy; relationships need more than just tech stuff to really work. maybe it's time to take a look at how you approach things instead of waiting for everyone else to fix it for you 🙄 stop wasting time on people who ain't putting in the effort.

Author 19d ago

I'm just ranting I dunno why you need to disregard my feelings 🙄🙄🙄

Author 19d ago

To all those comments that I won't be able to reply I'm so sorry . Anyway yeah I don't know the face of batman unfortunately hahahahahah

EnigmaticKhakiShadowRollerInTaipeiWithPeace 18d ago

ooooh :( :D