why doesn’t my boyfriend love me anymore? he just got back from this two-week guys' trip to Thailand and boom... I'm invisible. It’s like flipping a switch. before his vacation, we were fine; sweet messages throughout the day, quick calls between meetings, you name it. now it's just crickets from his end. maybe it's culture shock coming back home seems alien compared to the party vibes over there. my friends say stress from work catches up with everyone after breaks but I smell something else; something fishy. it's bothering me that I can't put my finger on it.

you know when someone is multitasking a conference call while muting their notifications? textbook behavior in every professional playbook: ignore the noise until later but replace those emails with a girlfriend in this analogy and that's what I'm feeling firsthand. was our relationship really nothing more than background noise?

weird how he talked non-stop about some Phuket festival right as we sat down at the cafe where we had our first date. man, did he light up or what?! never saw him talk about our plans with such excitement unless you slapped on a ‘productive brainstorming session’ label, then maybe. never thought I'd say this but respecting both private time is blurred here.

then there's social media astronaut routine; blasting photos into orbit when none of us are in them together now? guess his new contact list gobbles more data than I do for breakfast.

so, standard mid-trip crisis or fresh thrill-seeker obsession sidelined in plain skin? too many rip curls rocking this small boat i captain. cheers to open threads! watch while I untangle more wires caught up here...

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