sometimes it just boggles my mind how quickly a situation can escalate into uncharted emotional territory. so there i was basking in the satisfaction of having put forth what I assumed was an impeccable presentation during our recent quarterly review. even though i had prepared meticulously, taking into account every little detail and feedback from previous meetings, there was always that inkling of self-doubt poking at the edges of my confidence. nevertheless being unable to predict the aftermath with any certainty, i remained optimistic as my colleagues nodded along with seemingly genuine approval.

a few nights ago while trying to catch up on some overdue work projects late at night, i inadvertently stumbled upon one such informal video call. clumsy fingers pressed 'join' instead of 'view chat'. imagine my surprise when what unraveled before me wasn’t another monotonous meeting but rather something far more clandestine: a de facto roast specifically aimed at critiquing my presentation style choices and content selection all camouflaged under the pretense of humor among them. imagining guinea pigs aligned for discussion purposes while watching this unfold brought about feelings of both incredulity and disbelief unexpectedly hitting hard.

now needless to say feeling like part documentary-star-slash-part-specimen exposed to unnecessary scrutiny wasn't exactly desirable especially given how diligently I had worked throughout prior preparations altogether leading up until now just slipping away from remaining control over emotions altogether rendering me speechless temporarily (and a tad betrayed). then emerged real-time dilemma staying silent further downroutes accompanying questions unsolved namely brooding contemplation methodology confrontation excluding confrontation per se ironically yet providing eerily amusing details nonetheless. laughing matter? not quite sure!! 💭

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