Couple Stories

I honestly don't know what else to do... I'm so tired of fighting for my relationship. He has a *orn addiction and I have already caught him 2x in the past and last night yet again, I found that he is still watching and engaging with it. I haven't confronted him yet, but honestly I don't see the point anymore - it's just clear that he doesn't care enough about me or our family to stop. His excuse the last the 2x was because he was angry at me and seeking/watching that stuff was his only way to release. He didn't seem like he was sorry about it, just embarrassed that he got caught yet again and didn't get away with it. I accepted his half-hearted apology for the sake of my baby boy... I want this relationship to work so our son doesn't have to grow up w/out his father, I lived it and wouldn't wish it on anyone. But I'm just so tired of accepting the emotional abuse, the mental abuse, the heart break day after day. I deserve to be loved loudly whole-heartedly...right?

Im 8 months pregnant and since then I have always been feeling like my husband is cheating on me. I wanted to talk to him about it but why then it feels like it wont change anything? I wanted to confront him but then whenever it crosses my mind it feels like I will just be wasting my time bec. I cant ask him to be faithful and loyal if in the first place he is really not that kind of person? He may be married to me but it feels like it is not me to whom he will be contented...

man, i’m 29 years old, and you’d think by now i’d have figured out how to handle my emotions like a pro. but nooooo, here i am with the emotional capacity of a teenage soap opera character. one minute i'm just doing my thang, y’know, cleaning the apartment like some unpaid maid, 'cause for real, my boyfriend is no help whatsoever. the dude’s living in a parallel universe where dishes clean themselves and laundry folds itself magically.🙄 and when i get mad, do i calmly rationalize and use my words? hell no! instead, my eyes well up with tears like i’m cutting onions. it's like my tear ducts are on autopilot the moment i feel even a smidge pissed off.

it’s like, come on girl, what’s wrong with me? i wanna scream at the top of my lungs like “yo dude, pick up a mop once in a while, yeah? it's not rocket science!” but instead my voice chokes, and i’m wiping my cheeks with my sleeves. 🤦‍♀️ it's like i need a tactical debrief before i can discuss anything serious. i’ve googled it a million times: “why do i cry when i get mad?” and it seems i’m not alone with this emotional malfunction. i read somewhere that it's 'cause of frustration or something...my body just doesn’t know how to handle it and my brain’s like, "yeah let’s add some tears, it'll make it even more dramatic." people say you're supposed to breathe deeply and count to ten, but ain't nobody got time for that when you’re neck-deep in dirty dishes.

seriously tho, why does my emotional system double-cross me? maybe it's because as a kid every argument ended with me in tears, so now it's just, like, ingrained or some sh*t? i try having civil convos with my boyfriend, but there i am, puddle of tears again. my emotional intelligence needs a user manual, someone help a girl out! how do people, like, confront without Niagara Falls happening on their face? i’m trapped in a cycle and it's like, what's the point even, if i just end up apologizing for the waterworks rather than fixing the problem? someone drop me some wisdom bombs here... has crying ever got ya out of doing chores? 🤔 'cause if it hasn’t, then maybe i need a new strategy.....

I’m 53 now, and I still remember the day I found out like it was yesterday, even though it was 20 years ago. My husband cheated on me, and I found out in the most boring, stupid way possible, a phone bill left on the kitchen counter. No dramatic lipstick on a collar, no movie scene. Just numbers I didn’t know and a weird feeling in my stomach that would not go away. I asked him, and he tried to dodge it at first, then he cried. I cried harder. Back then I thought cheating meant the marriage was instantly dead, like someone had shut off the lights forever.

For a long time, I didn’t forgive him. I stayed in the house, cooked dinner, drove the kids to school, smiled at neighbors, and hated him quietly. I felt stupid for staying;

But life is not always as clean as people on the outside want it to be. We had two children, a mortgage, and 15 years of history at that point. I loved him, even when I wanted to throw his clothes in the street. What helped me was not pretending it was fine. We went to counseling. He gave me passwords, answered ugly questions, and took my anger without acting like he was the victim. That mattered.

Forgiveness, in my opinion, is not saying “what you did was okay.” It is more like saying, “I don’t want this pain to own me forever.” I forgave him slowly, almost by accident. One morning he brought me coffee before I woke up, like he used to. Another time he sat with me in the car while I cried after dropping our daughter at college. Little by little, I saw he was trying to be a better man, not just a man who got caught. Have you ever wanted to forgive someone but felt like doing it meant betraying yourself?

Today we are still married. Not perfect, not some magical love story, but real. He knows he broke something that never went back exactly the same, and I know I became stronger than I thought I could be. I don’t think everyone should stay after cheating. Sometimes leaving is the healthiest forgiveness you can give yourself. But for me, forgiveness was possible because he changed, and because I chose peace over carrying poison in my chest. At 53, I can say my heart healed. It has scars, sure, but scars are also proof you survived.

She keeps messaging me how she wants to touch me even though I’ve made it clear I am uncomfortable with physical contact, she also keeps on messaging me about when we can kiss which I’ve explicitly stated I’m uncomfortable with.

But I don’t want to break up with her because it will make her sad and it might effect my friendgroup and their the only people i have,

She also tends to do small, intimate acts which I do not approve of her doing: like kissing my hand, she knows I hate physical touch—I’m really afraid this behaviour will escalate but I’m unsure how to make it stop,

Am I just overreacting?

Hey! I'm 25 years old woman living a very happily life with my husband of 5 years. We both are a great match. Best partners ever.

Last night i encounter a really unpleasing situation. My husband, the moment he woke up, opened his phone, i was still sleepy but i have a vague image that he open some chats, probably whatsapp and then he went to washroom. I clearly saw him not closing the recent tabs. Out of curiosity i opened his phone (which i never did), to check the recent tabs but there were no whatsapp tabs opens but all others recent open tabs were there. Me and my husband never doubted each other. He is very caring and loving husband but out of no where i started doubting him. I think he has a user mode in his phone ( as he is using google pixel 7). This all situation making me crazy I don't know what to do. Should dig into this matter?

Living together with my boyfriend for the past month has been a roller coaster of emotions, mostly on the positive side, as we've both been discovering new aspects of one another. Our relationship is pretty solid, and there's a strong foundation of love and mutual respect. 😊 However, I've found myself pondering recently about one aspect that seems to be slightly out of sync between us: sex. It appears that my boyfriend is significantly more interested in it than I am. It's not that I don't enjoy it, but my desire doesn't match up with his; it sometimes makes me wonder why sex holds such importance in relationships anyway.

We've been dating for six months now and made the big decision to live together a month ago. Overall, it's been fantastic! But this mismatch in our sexual drives is starting to make me question... what role does sex truly play in a relationship?! It feels like it's this universally accepted notion that sex is crucial, and I'm curious if it's really a make-or-break factor. Can't a loving relationship thrive without constantly focusing on this particular aspect? Or does it somehow strengthen the bond between partners? 🤔

I often feel guilty when I turn down my boyfriend's advances, even when I've had a long, exhausting day. His persistence makes me feel as if I'm letting him down, and I don’t want him to think I'm not attracted to him because that’s definitely not the case. We've talked about it, and he’s always kind and understanding, but I can't shake off the feeling that we're out of sync when it comes to our physical needs. It's got me pondering whether a relationship can still be strong if one partner's interest in sex doesn't align with the other's??... how do people handle discrepancies in desire while keeping things balanced and happy?!!

I'm hopeful that this isn't something that will drive us apart. In fact, I'm determined for it not to!!! Exploring this aspect of our relationship is a learning process. Maybe our focus should be on understanding and compromising rather than stressing over the differences. While I'm figuring this out, I’d love to hear from you guys... do you think sex is the ultimate glue in a relationship, or is it just one piece of the puzzle? The journey of understanding each other's needs better is ongoing, and I'm keen to keep nurturing this loving relationship into something that's long-lasting and fulfilling for both of us. 🌟

i dont even know if this makes sence, but i keep thinking about how to stop masterburation on memory, like not even the act only, but the stupid replay of it in my head. it feels like my brain saved every bad habbit in hd and plays it when i am bored, sad, lonely, or just lying there at night like a loser. i tell myself “ok this is the last time,” and then the next day my mind is already making little excuses. it is so dumb becuase nobody is forcing me, but it still feels like i am being dragged by my own head.

i tried deleting stuff, blocking sites, even putting my phone far away, and yeah it works for maybe two days. then the memory part starts. like i dont need to see anything, my brain just remembers it, and that is the part that makes me feel kinda hopeless. have you ever had something you dont want to think about, but the more you fight it, the louder it gets? thats how it is for me. i start thinking maybe i am broken, but then i also know im probably just stuck in a loop. i dont think shame helps much, but i still feel it anyway, which is annoying as hell.

the only thing that kinda helps is not acting like i can magically fix my whole brain in one night. i try to get up, drink water, walk around, play a game, or text someone about random stuff before the memory gets too strong. sometimes i fail and feel like trash after, but sometimes i dont, and those times matter a little. i dont have some perfect answer. i just think stopping “on memory” means building new boring memories over the old ones, again and again, even when it feels fake. maybe thats all self control is, just being tired and still choosing not to make it worse.

I've been very jealous last year and suffered a lot for it. I was so mad it was happening to me that I wanted him to pay for that so I tried to make him see how deeply hurt and betrayed I felt. Anyways, I regret putting that much negative energy on my body, my mind and on him. I love him to death and I'm willing to tolerate things and be more kind and understanding while not losing myself and my self confidence.

He has this habit of wandering eyes and everyday glances at pretty sexy girls everywhere online. Just look. Very rare times I caught him red handed about 3 times and it did such physiological trauma on me that got some sort of PTSD like I wouldn't let go of that image, feelings out of my mind they would repeat all over again. Woke up having nightmares and a constant fear of abandonment.

This year I'm approaching forgiving and calmer. However, when I tend to take time to answer and he says I'm getting bored. I take it as a direct hit. My thoughts begin to spiral like, is he bored of me? maybe that's why the wondering eye?

I have been dating my bf since about 8 months now and I have fallen completely head over heels since the beginning. but we are long-distance and that too with minimal talk time because we both have a huge imp exam coming up very soon. and that's not really the problem because we are both serious and focused.

The problem, however, is that I am getting super attached to the point where I can't stop thinking about him, i have zero focus left and my mood heavily depends on him, his replies, our little convos (which are again mostly about the exam but i don't mind that). but i keep checking my notifications and end up wasting time on my phone. Everything in my life from how good/bad my day went to how well i do in practice tests has started to depend on him and getting his attention.

I don't wanna turn into this 'always available, selfless, sort of a people pleaser who would do anything for anyone' person. (even though i already am that person). how do i fix this and get a better personality?

cause internally i am aware that i have everything one could ask for. so it's not like i am insecure/jealous/not confident. In fact a lot of friends confide in me because they find me to be a safe space. but i cannot deny the fact that i am way too available at all times. Also i don't wanna ruin our perfectly good relationship just because i can't even live on my own anymore and that might come off as a weird trait.

(also this context might give a better light on things- this is technically my second relationship but effectively my first one being so much in love)

I feel like I’ve fallen into another gaslighting-type relationship. My husband was so kind, sweet, thoughtful, and romantic when we were dating. Whdn i was sick, he'd bring my get well kits and help around my home. We were both upfront about who we were at the time and who we thought we’d continue to be, and I’ve definitely upheld my end of that—but I feel like he hasn’t since we got married

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Due to circumstances outside of me being pregnant at the time, we got married pretty quickly, and I happily gave up my saftey, dreams, and career to follow his dreams and career. I love/adore my husband, do everything i can to make his life easy and comfortable, even keeping track of pretty much everything since he is forgetful.

Over this past year, I’ve been feeling more and more drained in our relationship. I’m carrying most of the weight at home while he does very little, aside from playing with our children. If I want him to do anything beyond just existing, I have to ask. This wasn’t what was presented to me when we started our relationship.

Honestly, if he were working his butt off every day and rarely home, I’d understand more. But most days he’s home all day on his phone, does a couple of work-related things at late night that he easily could have done earlier, the complains about being tired the next day. He’ll leave trash or dishes around, mess up things I already tidied, and sometimes get snippy with me when I bring up legitimate concerns—like updating our address through his employer so I can submit insurance claims and get our money back.

I’m feeling less and less loved and supported, and more and more like a “mommy bang maid” again like I was in my last long term relationship. The only difference is that my husband married me and doesn’t scream or break things like my ex did.

I’ve spoken to him, but all he says is that things will get better when he’s not as tired and he's further along in his career. Of and that the stay-at-home parent does EVERYTHING at home while the working parent relaxes when they get home. It’s frustrating because his parents had a similar dynamic when he was a kid, and they’re both very adamant that the work parent his more than capable of help and that he needs to be helpful—but he’s still a complete slob and do anything period unless I ask multiple times. On the flip side, when he asks me for something, I jump up immediately.

On top of that, I’ve noticed our sex feels very one-sided, focused on his needs. The last time we had sex, and I'm not kidding, it lasted maybe two minutes before he was happily fast asleep leaving me with a mess to clean up.

Our house is nearly spotless all the time, I make good home-cooked meals, and I never turn him down. I stay put together and hygienic, and despite all this im treated like Dobby. I keep asking myself: "Why am I not enough to be loved the way I love my partner? What’s wrong with me?"

What's wrong with me?

so, i guess i'm in a bit of a pickle here. i've been dating my boyfriend for quite some time now, but it feels like we're stuck on mute when we're together. whether we're out grabbing a bite or just chilling at home, there's this awkward silence lingering around us. i mean, i'm not asking for a dramatic rom-com montage, but a little conversation wouldn't hurt, right? it feels like i'm sitting across from a ghost sometimes. he’s always glued to his phone, and i'm just left wondering if there's something wrong with us or maybe just me.

i’ve been contemplating on ways to bridge that gap, to actually talk about things that matter or even the little nuisances of daily life. but here's the catch: every time i think about starting a conversation, my mind just draws a blank. like, what do people even talk about with their partners? are there specific topics that are considered safe and engaging, or do you just randomly shoot your shot and hope it lands? it's tricky because i don't want to come off as someone who's nagging or trying too hard, but at the same time, the silence is maddening. 🤔

does anyone else ever feel like they're just stuck in some never-ending loop of comfortable discomfort? i'm trying to be proactive here, considering subjects that might spark an exchange – maybe a hobby, plans for the weekend, work stuff, or even some playful banter. however, the doubt creeps in when i think about whether he’d even reciprocate or if it’d just be me talking to a wall. it’s a delicate situation. is it possible that we’ve just grown too comfortable with each other's silence, or is there a deeper issue at play?

i can't help but wonder if this is normal, you know? like, do all relationships go through this phase of stagnant silence, and do people just get through it by being patient and persistent? or is it a sign that this might not be sustainable in the long term? sometimes, i over-analyze the situation, thinking that maybe i'm overreacting, but then again, isn't communication fundamental? it almost feels like i'm walking on eggshells, just trying to figure out how to make things better without making things awkward.

so, i’ve laid it all out here. i’m seeking advice or insights on how to navigate this without causing unnecessary friction. how do you even start the conversation about not having a conversation? is there a way to break this cycle of silence without it becoming a dramatic ordeal? any tips or personal experiences would be greatly appreciated. i just need to figure out if it’s worth putting in the effort or if i should prepare myself for a different outcome. it's a bit of a conundrum, isn’t it?

Today I wrote on the board, what I needed my husband to do, and he proceeded to “go through the motions” and do what he thought needed to be done, and when I tried to point out that he is not listening to me, nothing. No expression nothing, no apology, NOTHING. To be honest I don’t want an apology, I just don’t know what to do. I’ve been leaving him more work to do for me and I’ve been doing what I consider the bare minimum, which is clean the laundry, wash all the dishes, put dishes away, mop, sweep, vacuum, and clean anything else that needs to be cleaned, and cook all the meals. ANYTHING more than this, I don’t even bother with them anymore, no more answering questions no more giving a shit about any of their mental lists. My husband and my kids. So I needed for him to turn the water heater on and to order the right gas tank since it was out. He instead went outside and turned the valve to the right tank and effectively turned off the gas to the house. So the lasagna didn’t cook. Since I’m on my period he asked me if he could make me a steak, but when he arrived I said no, because I was hungry and I wanted to eat quickly, but was persistent and insisted that he wanted to make it for me. when I realized that the gas was gone we both assumed that both tanks were empty and that he YET AGAIN forgot to order gas.I kept my cool, and said that since the lasagna wasn’t cooked, I needed to pick up food for everyone. The kids were hungry so they had the lasagna despite the noodle not being cooked. He was annoyed because I asked him to put in the order, and he did, and I stopped the oil he was heating up on the spare stove from over heating and creating gas, took it outside and started to fry his sweet potato fries. I said NO to the whole steak and the fries, and because his intentions were good i was trying to be calm but i was starving. When we realized he turned the valve instead of him doing what the board said, “TURN THE HEATER ON and order the right gas tank,” he asked me a stupid question, and said “STOP WITH YOUR BULLSHIT BOARD”. Guys, wtf?? The board is supposed to be so the communication is CLEAR AS FUCKING DAY, you can read it over and over and over again and NOT GET IT WRONG. No where did I say turn the valve. I’m leaving for surgery tomorrow, and I don’t want to look at him. I’m angry but I’ve been so angry at his inability to listen and UNDERSTAND that I don’t even know what I’m angry about anymore, everything is so messed up in my heart.My head is also so confused, I just don’t understand what the fuck is wrong with him, lately he will start speaking and start in the middle of his sentence or the end of his sentence and expect for me to follow, so now, if I don’t understand what he is talking about, I just go about my day. I can’t tell you the YEARS, literal years, I’ve said this phrase “ stop speaking in abbreviations, I don’t understand what your talking about, just say the whole word,” or “ complete sentences Temo” I can’t do it anymore. I’m not trying to divorce him, I’ve made way too many life choices that have me completely dependent on his income, and I really really really really did love him, I still do, like I make sure all his stuff is ready to do incase he wants to mountain bike, and I keep his important things a priority because I care about his happiness, truly. He is a very nice person, hence him trying to cook a steak so my period symptoms were more manageable. It’s this talking to each other thing. he can’t hear a word I’ve said. I HAVE NOW Started to word all questions as YES OR NO, so make it simple, but for the love of GOD, he will answer my question with a question every single time. I can’t stand him anymore. I really am so so so sad for my dumbass self. He would make a better roommate. he would suck ass as a friend he doesn’t fucking listen. This time it was painfully apparent that he jumped the gun and did whatever he thought was best, and instead of seeing his error, he’s annoyed with me. AWESOME. So guys, I’m at the point in this marriage, where he is kind enough to stay with, but the NO WORDS is hurting me, thats why I’here, so what can I do? With myself of course trying to talk with him is pointless. I want to talk to anyone but being in this world where now there are no such things as adult friends, I’m drowning in my own problems. If I was rich I’d buy a house for myself right next door to him, so the kids can see us both everyday. I just don’t want this type of crap happening anymore. How hard is it to answer a YES OR NO question? Or do EXACTLY what is written for you on the board??? I picked up the food and ate the over priced food, left the steak for tomorrow, and didn’t touch a fry. I guess me saying “no hun I’m hungry now” means NOTHING. I’m so angry I don’t know what to do. I want for him to understand but that is effort I don’t have, now I just have to learn to place my anger and frustration on the right spot, so I can continue living. I’ve even started doing everything I can myself so I don’t have to ask my incompetent husband for anything anymore. I’m in the sewing room just typing this… he doesn’t care and never has to come and try to talk anything out with me. ITS always been me bringing up the topics, but not anymore, he doesn’t care. Maybe the wound will fester and one day I’ll wake up and not give a shit about the repercussions of ending a marriage, or maybe one day I won’t care about not having a conversation where it ends in both of us feelings heard and understood. I’m hoping for the latter, cause I’ve been with him since we were both 15 years of age, and I’m barely 33, so I don’t want to start again, and find out all men are imbeciles who take for granted what took them SO MANY YEARS to re build.

Living together for a month now, but honestly, it feels like we barely share a word. I'm 23, and I moved in with my boyfriend eager to see where life's adventure takes us. Only I didn't expect most of our conversations to orbit around crypto currencies or him dreaming up the ultimate SaaS powered by AI... Of course, it's important to him, but where’s the part where we talk about our day, or laugh at dumb memes together? He’s either buried deep in his work or scrolling through his phone like it's a third limb, sometimes I feel like I'm a ghost drifting through my own home; invisible, unheard.

I’m not asking for serenades under the moonlight or love notes slipped under my pillow, just some basic human connection. But when I bring it up (rarely), he’s often too busy calculating ROI or trading stats to notice the void growing between us. So here I am, wondering: what am I even supposed to talk about with him, when it seems pretty clear his mind is hardwired to the blockchain and AI algorithms? I occasionally try bringing up topics outside his tech bubble, but then it’s crickets from his side. It's like I'm speaking in an alien language.

Maybe it's cliché, but we genuinely didn’t sign up for this distant cohabitation, right? Moving in together was supposed to be about growing closer, sharing experiences, but I feel like I'm vividly relaying them to a wall sometimes. So what do others talk about when you feel disconnected? Or am I just expecting too much from this relationship already? Maybe I should jump into his world?? but how do I show interest in global crypto market trends when I barely understand what they mean? If this sounds familiar to anyone, how do you leap the chasm and bridge this gap? Or should I just accept that maybe, awkward silences are our new normal?🤷‍♀️

so i usually leave people sentzoned on insta and dont really reply back, i noticed a really cute guy and thought ok lets text him cuz why not. he was a typical playboy and i wasnt looking for anything serious anyways so we started talking and had a thing going on. the first time we met we kinda made out and the next day he called me home and we had sex, and i usually dont do casual sex but he kind of forced me into it, i was upset the first day and prolly should have stopped talking to him but i didnt, the next day we were all fine. this kept going on for few weeks and look hes 16 and im 17 i know its problematic but what im about to tell really matters on the age. so after few weeks he told me he got into trouble and idk what happened but his phone was taken away. when he did get the time to text me he was all normal and one day he chose to come clean and told me about how he and his friend got drunk and went to a spa and his friend fucked the worker and he got hanjob. i had no words, and he was flexing about how she was doing it for 30mins and more and couldnt finish him, and somehow he thought that i would be okay with this. i obviously called him out and he said idk what to say. dude im ngl this whole thing like getting drunk and going to a spa and fucking and being sexual with the 25-30YEAR OLD WOMEN OVER THERE is just WOW. now i just realised he used me for my body hes 16 and has bodycount of bonnie blue. i regret trusting him. funniest part was he was proud of himself which just made him look really stupid infront of me because of his immaturity but he prolly didnt realise that.